These days I am continuosly asking my God this question.
There is a paritcular reason for it. I was dfown and out for over a month because of a problem that I faced. It made me so scary that I could not concentrate al all on my studies. I felt that I have been abandoned by many of those whom I thought abd believed that are close to me. Lately I found out that it is not true. I came to the sudden realization that I have been “lied” , deceived and betrayed.